Today we had to put our first of two cats, Catapult, to sleep. She had kidney failure and it happened very quickly. I think the only reason I am able to write this is because I still don't believe she is gone. ..Right after my parents took her away James called me in panic because he couldn't find his cat, Constable. Somehow he had gotten out to the public stairwell in the building, and then someone must have let him out onto the street! Thank god he was still around the building..he must have been out there for at least two hours. Constable usually sleeps in the day, so James never even thought he could be missing.
It's been a long horrible, horrible day.
